30 November 2009

Sky might be falling but remember you can flyyy hiigh..

...I know I know...shut up...

...anywhooo..what yall been up to?

...rayJ's bitches are just like the last ones from last season...cept uglier..

...I love the end of the year...I can put all bullshit in a box and kick it into the river 09 and star fresh with a new box marked 'bullshit'...plus, VH1 does the best end of year recaps....so hilarious.

...so I figured, all the stuff I want to get for myself this christmas will run me somewhere in the neighborhood of $2500-2700...that's just for myself...i'ma need the LORD open the skies and pour unto me a blessing...

...tis the season of giving....to myself...lmao *I kid I kid...*

...I bought a bike...and it rains and gets cold..

...sometimes I wish I had my hair this length....without the locs...still natural, but without locs

...messy mya is that truth...and he makes me feel so much better when things just don't seem quite right...

...this weekend made me realize just how much I appreciate my family & friends...they are so hilarious and offer the best advice...I sure know how to pick em!

...I can't wait to move into a new apartment...

...5 months going strong...i'm learning...he's learning...hopefully it all works out...unless he cheats at wii tennis again...lol


...what's good for this weekend?





*peace*love*music*

21 October 2009

Back in the day when I was young I'm not a kid anymore..but some days I sit and wish I was a kid again

▪ right now, i'm the fish swimming upstram...

▪ do I act childish?
My boyfriend says I do...like, I don't like to talk about things and I when I do I like to argue them to the death. I like to talk about things, but I don't like to discuss and argue about little petty shit...sorry...

▪ it is taking me so long to finish this damn post....I've been working on it since saturday....smh

▪ speaking of saturday, I almost died on saturday...my friend is no longer allowed to drive in the rain or after 12 while i'm in the car...i'll drive or stay whereever we may be going. His ass was driving like he was the only one in the car and he had a death wish...umm...I value my life, thanks...

▪ on a lighter note, saturday was a fun night. Eastern state penetentiary was an amazing structure smack dab in the middle of a developed neighborhood. And inside those walls....whew...inside those walls was the most creepy sight. If they stripped out all the props and actors and stuff, that place could sell out all by itself. I was terrified just at the penetentiary...add in actors, props, darkness, rain, cold, and a drunk black kid that said we were standing in line to get in the club...it made for a very funny night.

▪ new years is looking like a repeat of last year...but it will be even more fun and I will have a lot more money...

▪ ...as long as it's with my alcoholic partner in crime, i'm cool with it...

▪ whoohoo!!! I get to see the foreign exchange this weekend up close & in person!!

▪ this is my first howard homecoming that I haven't been all up & thru the events...i'm just not as excited...plus, all my friends are gonna be outta town so it won't be AS fun....I think I have officially grown up...

▪ Trey Songz' *Anticipation* mixtape is actually better than his *Ready* album...sad

▪ I hope you're happy now, shu...theres more to come asap...




peace*love*music

27 September 2009

~> Happy birthday neezy!!

~> Couldn't have had a better weekend....I guess I can say I'm really over what all transpired...

~> Panky needs an oil change real bad

~> Cudi's album is still great

~> Apologies are worthless unless they are truly genuine...so stop apologizing...

~> The BF met the mom this weekend. I'm proud of her for not giving a complete 3rd degree...though E certainly did the job for her. I needed that though. It's good to hear that people care about me enough to make sure they ask all the things that I need to know but was too caught up to ask...

...is it *the real thing*?? idk, but so far so good.

~> Crazy *stalker* bitches seem to be good at what they do. I didn't know that at the age of 23, we can still manage to act like we just started high school. Shit, I really thought we had managed to move past that...we have degrees...we are grown up and have grown up problems and jobs and shit...but apparently we haven't. IDK...I have better things to worry about than to be caught up in some petty drama...

~> Females are irrational....myself included...

~> I seem to be a very daring person...

~> I need a bike...again...

~> ...and a new fucking computer...bad...

~> MAXWELL CONCERT FRIDAY!!!

~> 3am scarfing down cold cheeseburgers: some what *for the win*, mostly *fail*. He never eats the whole burger...this is something we know for a fact...but last night, neezy fucked that burger up!! straight out of the fridge...that was a kodak moment!!

~> Shu finally admitted to herself that she is not superwoman and stayed on the couch last night...thank goodness...we all know that manASSASS is like a billion light years away from Alexandria...and she had WAY too much to drink to make it home! I don't live close to the city for nothing!

~> OMG october starts next week...where has the year gone?

~> Let your haters be your motivators.... listen to *Motivation* by Jay-Z

~> *Surrogates* was a pretty good movie...but it was kinda like I-Robot with out the Will Smith shower scene...



...another week...more stress...


...I'm living for the weekend...


*peace*love*music*

21 September 2009

Why must is feel so wrong when I try to do right??

-->> Cudi is the fucking greatest...I just LOVESSS me some him!!! CudiFanSite

-->> What in the FUCKING HELL is a McGangBang??? I'm so glad I'm a vegetarian...I ain't missing shit: McGangBang

-->> I can't take anymore whole weekends off without exercising...I almost died today in my zumba class today! Maybe I'll take up biking again...which is pretty fucking stupid considering that I just GAVE MY FUCKING BIKE AWAY TO THE GOODWILL! *sigh* I guess I'll just have to suck it up and buy another one....

-->> I wonder if they have a early afternoon yoga class on fridays???

-->> Can anyone recommend a good book on Weblogic??? I just isn't an application that one can pick up by just fiddling around with it...I'm starting to hate Weblogic...

-->> Where the hell is Granite, Utah? Who lives there and why would anyone even WANT to go there??

-->> I'm getting sick and tired of stalkers...

-->> ...especially when they aren't mine...

-->> Puff keeps asking me when I plan to pick up the guitar again...I need to look into some lessons...

-->> I need to paint my nails...


*peace*love*music*

20 September 2009

You're in my dreams now...

--» *sigh* I know....I know...

--» another week has begun...

--» lmao the excuses that come out of the dudes on *how to catch a predator* are sooo dumb..."I don't normally do this...I was trying to protect her"....mmhm...protect her by sticking your P in her VaG!!

--» cosmic bowling in a smoky redneck bowling alley was fun. Cheaper and more fun than booking 2 weeks in advance, dressing all up, and paying for overpriced beer...

--» puff is finally on twitter...after cyber stalking twitter pages for the past few months...welcome to my world... :-P

--» I finally started my exercise classes last week....*whew* I am sooooooo out of shape! 4 days a week: boxercise, zumba, and turbokick. I'm hanging in there though...the soreness has finally gone away and I can actually make it thru a whole hour of cardio...I just have to work on strength training... *pray for me*

--» I've missed my bed this weekend....i've had fun though!

--» I finally understand the concept of football...like forreal. More than just pick the pretty colors and cheer while they run up and down the field. I know what is actually happening. YAY ME!!!

--» I still like basketball better though...

--» my boyfriend completely read my personality the other day...my goodness...he was so accurate it was scary. I think he really is a keeper.

--» I watched the Mayweather fight last night...I think he might just be the epitome of a douchebag. I mean, he does back it up, but damn....he could have given himself a bit more of a challenge for his comeback! And I really wanna see him fight Sugar Shane...don't be no bitch, Floyd...

--» i'm so sad summer is ending...time to pack up the dresses and go find sweaters....


*peace*love*music*

20 August 2009

...and looking out for one time...and these haters tryna take mine...i'm walking on a thin line...

**a 500 lb man stashing a gun in his flab == talent...
>>i wonder what else he had in there and how long it took him to perfect that craft...

**a drunk woman breast feeding her baby == weird...
>>i wonder if the baby got drunk? how dumb are you for doing that shit...and how much more dumb are yyou for getting caught...

**still basking in the concert weekend afterglow...

**i love blogging...reading as wel as writing

**EJ needs to update his blog...

**...so does my momma...

**how much herbal/green tea is too much tea???

**i don't really care...it tastes sooooo gooood!!!

**DJHERO??? how could i have missed that?!!??

**i keep forgetting Ling is damn near a year younger than us...not that I care, as long as she's over 21

**everything around me keeps reminding me how fucking old i'm getting *mind you, i'm only 23* watching tv>>alot of the artists i'm becoming hip to are no older than 21, with most in the 18-20 range. one of the girls i used to baby sit *i've known her since she was a pudgy 3 year old* is not only on Facebook, but she looks as old as my sister! My god brother *who I forget is even a teen until i stand beside him...he's tall as shit* is driving now...ugh, young people, WTF...

**I just finished reading steve harvey's book...after letting it sit around for like 4-5 months. it was actually a pretty good book. not at all what i expected since most people i know sort of trashed it...i enjoyed it. he gives alot of good advice-->you just have to open yourself and shut your bitterness down to accept it

**i miss hanging out with all my *ray rays and nem*

**TRUE BLOOD is my new addiction...never thought i'd be saying that...

**i need another vacation...

**friday night at the shadowroom....ehh

**>>NOTE TO SELF<< do not drink sugarfree redbull with vodka. it makes absolutely NO SENSE. who the hell tries to be healthy while polluting their system with liquor...a sure sign of old age...

**if you call more than twice and she still doesn't answer the phone...GIVE UP....not only did she miss your call *most likely on purpose* but she probably is NOT gonna call back

**i'm not moving to Texas....PERIOD

**you were definitely drunker than me...i didn't throw up and i'm pretty sure i could drive...

**kickboxing??? all systems seem to go...

**i'm a shit talker...sorry you can't keep up...

**i wanted sushi!!! that hoe was lucky i didn't burn that place to the GROUND...cause it SURE wasn't 11 yet...

**i wonder what will happen this weekend...?

**i really want a tarot card reading...but the place i found charges $60 a session. I think it might be worth it.


....steadily approaching the FUCK YOU phase of my life...


..........cause it's my time homie............



*peace*love*music*

09 August 2009

Enjoy the Incubus Experience

** Incubus @ Merriweather Post Pavillion
**this is my first experience at an actual 'white' concert where there was not a hip hop act...
**...just walked in the door...this is an experience I must say...
**tail gating takes on whole new levels at a rock concert...tents, grills, footballs, massive amounts of beer, I even saw a makeshift skeeball game set up...wow...
**in what world would you not EXPECT to be carded for trying to walk in a concer carrying an open beer container??? It's already illegal to have an open container in public in the state of Maryland, so why not carr your id just in case??? And then to get mad because they didn't let you in??? That was just dumb...
**i'm sitting in almost the exact same spot I was sitting in last night....
**I don't understand the whole 'we'll buy extra tickets' thing outside the gates...if we had extra tickets, wouldn't we have sold them already...if not to get rid of them, but to make our own profit...just a thought. And are you supposed to be selling tickets outside the gate???


Been here 10 minutes...current count of black people not working booths or selling/buying tix: 22, including myself....

...well that's better than the 3 I saw when I got here....



*peace*love*music*

At the Summer Spirit Festival...

** disposable camera......FAIL
** I never understood why people got all dressed up and sweat out they perms, jack up they heels, and fall apart completely...
**...I go for the music...that's all I know...
**I was not introduced to the friend tonight....can't take it that bad...
**late night conversations reveal the best in people....
**....and the worst....
**Raphael Saddiq is SOOOOO cute!!!
**So is Phonte...
**why am I the only one who knows who foreign exchange is? It was like me and about 10 other people in a crowd of hundreds who knew the act performing...but the were great...I wish I saw them at the Black Cat back in march...


...to be continued....



*peace*love*music*