~> Happy birthday neezy!!

~> Couldn't have had a better weekend....I guess I can say I'm really over what all transpired...

~> Panky needs an oil change real bad

~> Cudi's album is still great

~> Apologies are worthless unless they are truly genuine...so stop apologizing...

~> The BF met the mom this weekend. I'm proud of her for not giving a complete 3rd degree...though E certainly did the job for her. I needed that though. It's good to hear that people care about me enough to make sure they ask all the things that I need to know but was too caught up to ask...

...is it *the real thing*?? idk, but so far so good.

~> Crazy *stalker* bitches seem to be good at what they do. I didn't know that at the age of 23, we can still manage to act like we just started high school. Shit, I really thought we had managed to move past that...we have degrees...we are grown up and have grown up problems and jobs and shit...but apparently we haven't. IDK...I have better things to worry about than to be caught up in some petty drama...

~> Females are irrational....myself included...

~> I seem to be a very daring person...

~> I need a bike...again...

~> ...and a new fucking computer...bad...

~> MAXWELL CONCERT FRIDAY!!!

~> 3am scarfing down cold cheeseburgers: some what *for the win*, mostly *fail*. He never eats the whole burger...this is something we know for a fact...but last night, neezy fucked that burger up!! straight out of the fridge...that was a kodak moment!!

~> Shu finally admitted to herself that she is not superwoman and stayed on the couch last night...thank goodness...we all know that manASSASS is like a billion light years away from Alexandria...and she had WAY too much to drink to make it home! I don't live close to the city for nothing!

~> OMG october starts next week...where has the year gone?

~> Let your haters be your motivators.... listen to *Motivation* by Jay-Z

~> *Surrogates* was a pretty good movie...but it was kinda like I-Robot with out the Will Smith shower scene...



...another week...more stress...


...I'm living for the weekend...


*peace*love*music*

Why must is feel so wrong when I try to do right??

-->> Cudi is the fucking greatest...I just LOVESSS me some him!!! CudiFanSite

-->> What in the FUCKING HELL is a McGangBang??? I'm so glad I'm a vegetarian...I ain't missing shit: McGangBang

-->> I can't take anymore whole weekends off without exercising...I almost died today in my zumba class today! Maybe I'll take up biking again...which is pretty fucking stupid considering that I just GAVE MY FUCKING BIKE AWAY TO THE GOODWILL! *sigh* I guess I'll just have to suck it up and buy another one....

-->> I wonder if they have a early afternoon yoga class on fridays???

-->> Can anyone recommend a good book on Weblogic??? I just isn't an application that one can pick up by just fiddling around with it...I'm starting to hate Weblogic...

-->> Where the hell is Granite, Utah? Who lives there and why would anyone even WANT to go there??

-->> I'm getting sick and tired of stalkers...

-->> ...especially when they aren't mine...

-->> Puff keeps asking me when I plan to pick up the guitar again...I need to look into some lessons...

-->> I need to paint my nails...


*peace*love*music*

let em try to find the beauty in your face

**So my birthday was past weekend....WHOOOO!!! 23!! This was one of the best birthdays I've had in the longest time! Lots of partying...lots of drinking...lots of cake...and I didn't even have to plan it...much...
I'm so thankful for the people I have in my life. Even with they dance on that last nerve like it's a salsa dance floor *and yall DO* I wouldn't trade them for the world! They make me laugh...think...they give good advice...they make the world alot less lonely.

**The Dream's new album, 'Love vs Money' is supposed to drop tomorrow, but of course the MuSiC gods have seen fit to let me have it early. Everyone *whose music opinion I respect/trust* said that it was just 'Ehhh....not at good as the first one' My opinion? I think it's pretty good. I do agree, it's not as good as the first...but, honestly? What artist(s) do you know that have come hard with a second album that blast the first out of the water? Especially that specializes in the art of autotune? I definitely don't think his lyrics are as strong as the last album..and he seems to be really trying to sing this go round *some artists should just stick to autotune--DREAM* But I think the music is better than the last. Maybe this should have just been put out as an instrumental. *one last note:: is it just me, or does he sound a lil like R.Kelly??

**This daylight savings time is really kicking my ass...but I think I'm on the come back.

**I'm so glad it's warm!!! It feels so nice to not have to sit close to a heater *and burn my ass...literally* and I can get in the car and open the sunroof! WHOOO! Time to go shopping for dresses!!

**Thank you Santa Maria on the cross for my bonus!!! Corporate America does so right by you round the end of the fiscal year...then taxes hit...but I thank ya anyway!

**When are people gonna leave Rihanna and Chris Brown alone? They seem to have gotten over it..forgiven each other...why can't everyone else? If she wants to be a crazy ass bitch and go back to him *whether he beat her down or not* then let the bitch be!

**I need some new iPod headphones...

**Almond Joy's time is wearing thin...real thin...

**Twitter is becoming a serious thing. All of my favorite people 'tweet' ALL DAY AND NIGHT! I'm trying to get into it like that where I converse back and forth with folk..but I doubt it will get like that...

**I'm heading to Busboys and Poets sometime this week...anyone wanna join me???

New Layout...

..hope you like it...

...if you don't...

...I'll change it...

....for $150....

peace*love*music

Geauxbama for ya mama

I did it...
I made it thru Inauguration...

I would sit here right now and give yall a complete rundown of everything I did...

But I've got a cold from all this shit.....and it's not too pleasant to be in this body right now....

I'll get back to yall soon

peace*love*music

Sometimes you just need a lil pick-me-up...

...and I wonder to myself ....I say:

self? How long will it be before I get my pick-me-up? It seems like we've spent so much time looking after other people that we have completely lost focus of what's important...SELF

....I'm sitting here, staring at Almond M&Ms *that I don't even eat*, looking at the last date on my blog *few days shy of a total month*, and wondering where why I STILL have no new music on my Touch *AHHHHH*...

That was pretty much my rock bottom: NO NEW MUSIC....I've completely spun out of control....I've allowed myself to be completely caught up in useless obsessions that I didn't even notice.

I'm back.I took the pill.the pick-me-up.no.not the 5 hour energy.I'm feeling much.much.much.mucho better.

I'm bout to starting downloading....um....I mean...looking for and purchasing music...it always makes me feel better to uncover something new.

I'm back online...so check for me muthafuckaaaaaaaassssss!!!!

*peace.love.music*

...i'm still going to hang on to the M&Ms..at least, for a few more days...

....i decided....

...that I'm gonna be a random ass person today....


I spent almost 3 full days in the bed.literally.


television [save for the news.all the news] sucks monkey balls...but I can't stop watching.


I've been slacking on my musical pimpin.downloading like crazy.but nothing makes the touch.not on purpose...I've been in super lazy mode.


if they made me into a super hero, I'd be LaZy WoMaN.able to leap tall buildings...when ever she gets to it.faster than a tortoise...running backwards.


aaah well.the laziness will end.tomorrow...


I don't understand why all of a sudden McCain has decided to stop bashing Obama's character.does he think that may help him win at the last minute.boo, you have already fucked your campaign up.shall I list the reasons why?sure? okay:

• you waited til your 150th bday to decide to run for president
• you neglected to push the issues you care about
• instead, you decided to talk about your lack of full range of motion in your arms due to being a POW
• you look like the man who tamed the dinosaurs, and then ate the ones still roaming after the big bang
• you picked the WORSE woman to run with
• she just learned the word 'maverick' and now she won't stop saying it
• why did you teach her that word
• you called Obama 'That One'
• I could go on...but my blog may not post because I would run out of memory

I had a bomb ass weekend.even though most of it was featured live from my IKEA bed.

somewhere in my present life I was a vegetarian.don't worry doubters.I haven't given in to the animal flesh.but I have lost track.I should get back to that...

working from home:worst decision an employer could give to an employee.WORST.

columbus day???what the fuck is columbus day???if I've ever had a day off for columbus day, it was too far back to even know who columbus was.and why the FUCK are parades being rolled off in his honor.guess white americans LOVE the birth of america.all I seem to remember are the small pox blankets.trail of tears.and slave ships.GOD BLESS THE USA...or something like that.

I was serious about going to Canada.any takers???

*...and it don't stop...*

*got the randomness to make your body rock*

**peace.love.music**

...brokeness tend to create an upside...

On a much lighter note...I had a GRAND weekend...well, it's more like the best week ever:

I was able to get a lot of work done because I worked from home most of the week...and I got to hang out with someone special...who shall remain nameless at this time...

Friday...well, Friday was a lil stressfull because I had to drive to Baltimore.during rush *afternoon*.to stand in line for an extra hour.but it was all worth it just to see ESTELLE, GYM CLASS HEROES, and THE LEGENDARY ROOTS CREW!!! They gave the best performances! Estelle can really sing!! Like forreal forreal! I still don't know what was good with the whole rapping thing...but her vocals are off the chain! And her personality is so great! If Ling and I were a trio, Estelle would be the 3rd...
Then Gym Class came out...I can't say they were better than the last time I saw them...but I had a much better view...Travie was crazy as always...and Sashi looked like he had jump off of a slave ship and swam all the way to America to play guitar for the show...I don't know who is stylist is...but he needs to fire them...
Then The Roots came out...kinda mad at their performance...They didn't have the whole crew...mainly because the stage wouldn't have fit all of them on it....I saw them last year so I wasn't trippin too much...we left before their performance was over cause I was tired...

Saturday I didn't do much of anything...I PAID RENT and cleaned up my house...I went to the leasing office to drop off the money orders and I told the lady I was off by 13 cents...that's $0.13.less than a dollar.less than a quarter. This bitch told me that I will receive a notice that we're short, and I can come in and write a check for the 13 cents...ARE YOU CRAZY?! are you crazy? 13 cents?? it gets that real over less than a quarter?! I got that shit in my pocket! I can't just give it to you?

People, if you see us on the street...pushing shopping carts and begging for food, know it's because we didn't pay 13 cents of rent and the Landlords don't take NO SHIT!

Then my Saturday got alot better because I got to spent it with someone *who shall remain nameless at this time*...we went to Fridays to have some drinks...and our asses...well, at least me...got tipsy like shit...then we went to the movies to see EAGLE EYE, which was a good ASS movie! Makes you reconsider every move you make....literally...this movie gets my sincere thumbs up!!

Today...I just laid around ALLLL day....watched TV, twisted my hair, cleaned my bathroom....nothing...Sunday is always the laze day...it's like mourning the oncoming work week...uhh...*gagging a lil bit*

*nights like this I wish...a hurricane would come and wash my work building away...*

**peace.love.music**

sooner or later it all comes crashing DOWN...

I'm sitting here watching VH1's 100 greatest hip hop records...and i'm buggin abolutely...
i.love.music.
i.love.hip hop.
Their rankings are out of wack *in my ever so humble opinion*, but nonetheless...I'm over here squealing everytime they play a record I haven't heard in at least a few months. squealing.

...but I digress...a bit...
it's funny, you know...whenever you get your life together and things are finally on track...everything and everyone that wanted to shit on your life before comes rushing back...

I don't have time for old bullshit...I'm on to bigger and better things now...sorry you missed your ticket to ride...

I just looked over and saw all the dust collecting on my guitar...it makes me a bit sad...I really need to get some lessons...cause I somewhat suck...lol

*none of this makes sense...but I don't care*

peace.love.music.

...and then the skies broke open...

....and the heavenly MOTHER up above said, "It's over girl, pick yourself up and LIVE"

I listened.I'm listening.I woke up with a smile on my face this morning and, honestly, it's the first time I didn't wake up with a lump in the core of my stomach in a long LONG time...

...it's nice...

Ling and I watched ignorance on TV.she complains.I laugh.good times are had by all.
**WeIrD mOmEnT** I did this lady hair today. She asked where Ling was from.Don't you know they are both from New Orleans?!?!?
....it's a small world after all....

We went to see *MIRRORS* earlier....
::THIS JUST IN::
DO NOT GO SEE THAT FUCKING MOVIE!!! Ling called it from the first scene, "This looks like its going to be a stupid movie"...mind you, she picked the damn movie...but you never know until you actually do it.
BUT THE MOVIE REALLY DID SUCK...the ending??? Kiefer dies and ends up in the mirrors...I hope I ruined it enough that you will just download it from the internet instead of paying all your money to go see it...

***GIDDINESS GIDDINESS GIDDINESS***

OOOOWWWW!!! I GOTS ME A NEW RRIIIIIDE!!!

okay.so I'm 3 days late, but I gots it!!

'07 Honda Civic...all the works!**I'll post pics later**

she rides nice...but she's sans name as of yet....**any suggestions???**

~*~*~on a more solemn note, I had to leave my poor BIPSIE behind...~*~*~

she was my girl.we've gone through so much together.moving hundreds of times.roadtrips.accidents.inspections.she never did me wrong.she was my girl.my car.my BipBip...

**moment of silence for my baby**

**I gotta keep my fucking mouth shut...updates on wednesday**

***hugs & kisses***