03 March 2009
"Is that that crazy ass angry ni**@?!" ~Ling
..not just tonight...but the rest of your life...
01 March 2009
Aye yo good morning to um...I don't remember your name
*I'm in the middle of apartment hunting...the countdown begins: 30 days or else we're essentially 'out on the street'
*where did all this damn snow come from???? it was like 60-70 degrees for like 3 days last week! Now I have to brace myself for snow!? This is come redonkulous bullshit!! Can someone lend me some road salt, an ice scraper, and...ummm....oh yea, food??
*The wal-mart in Hampton hasn't changed a bit...still got that shitty ass service...and still selling either rotten or not ripe produce. THANKS WALMART! You know just how to ruin college life!
*I finally got my tots and cranberry limeade from Sonic...I only had to wait for a trip to Hampton to get it. yummmyyy
*What the fuck is a 1GB ipod!? LMAO! What kinda music do you put on that? I hate having an iPod with only 16GB! If someone offered me a 1GB iPod, I'd give them a dollar to take that shit back...
*I had yogurt for the first time the other day...and now I'm slightly addicted...I'm trying to get over the fact that it has the consistency of fruity snot...lol. Sorry, but that's all I thought about when people ate it
*"Burn After Reading" has one of the most shocking storyline twists I've seen in a LONG time...rarely does a movie catch me completely by surprise. And why did people say this movies is hilarious??? ....I don't get it...good, yes...chuckle-worthy, absolutely....hilarious, not in the slightest...but maybe I missed something
*I gotta get into grad school ASAP...but, alas, I gotta write yet another essay. I hate writing [...in a formal sense, not in a off the top of the dome, random ass sense...]
*Countdown to the GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVEERRRRR: 7 days!!!!
24 February 2009
If you ain't bussin down....PLEASE DISPERSE
2/ What the FUCK!? Wayne does tats now???? Suddenly shit all makes sense... *worldstarhiphop.com*
3/ ...I bet he was high as shit when he did it...
4/ ...and tyga had to be too to let him do it...
5/ Why does Unique from For The Love of Ray J think she can sing???
6/ All I hear is a strangling cat with amnesia...
7/ note to self: get these albums
a. p.o.s - never better
b. ryan leslie - self titled
c. india.arie
8/ I wish Cudi would get his site fixed
9/ I miss the Jack of All Trades blog
10/ Happy Mardi Gras!
11/ Last day to be bad....go hard or go home!
12/ I gotta find some holy ash for Ash Wednesday...
13/ ...maybe not...
14/ Countdown to the greatest birthday EVER: 12 days
15/ detox tea + motrin for an achy scalp + personal blogroll + cereal == one great Monday night
*peace.love.music*
23 February 2009
The lonely stoner tries to free his mind at night...
...at.at.at night!
CUDI!!!!!!! At long last! An official video for 'Day n Nite'!!! Whoooo!!!! EnJoY!
well well well
2/ I'm not gonna be a friendly person tomorrow...
3/ ...and I apologize in advance for anyone caught in the crossfire
4/ I still don't know what to give up for Lent...
5/ ...any suggestions?
6/ Ling says I need to give him a chance
7/ i'll consider it
8/ It's really hard to text and type an email at the same time
9/ I haven't left the house all day
10/ That's some sad shit
11/ But it is my day off...
12/ 'She's Gotta Have It' is one of the best Spike Lee Joints I've ever seen. Easily #2 behind 'Do the Right Thing' and before 'She Hate Me'
13/ Sometimes I feel like Nola Darling...
14/ ...and sometimes, I aspire to be her...
15/ Manny is NO longer in the picture
16/ that's official
17/ Please stop asking about him
18/ I'm thinking about video blogging...
19/ ...we'll see how that pans out...
*peace.love.music*
22 February 2009
As the seconds turn to minutes...
2/ This shit is fucked up...I'm watching Hedsor Hall on MTV...and actually tryna learn something
3/ These bitches are crazy
4/ Madea was a hilarious movie...but oh so predictable...
5/ It funny how a man wants to be all up in your face when you are clearly unavailable emotionally
6/ My uncle gives some of the best advice
7/ 'If a man can't treat you like a queen...show his ass the door' ~ Unki
8/ Looks like a lot of ni**as bout to feel that cold doorknob hittin they ass
9/ It's embarrassing to be standing in line in front if a fine ass dude and you're tryna buy smooth move tea, tampons, and milk...
10/ ...real embarrassing...
11/ 'life is a flow of love; your participation is required' ~yogi tea bag
12/ I am the visual, the inspiration, that made lady sing the blues...
13/ I wish artists would just make their music available on the internet already
14/ ...I'm just sayin...
07 February 2009
a drunk/sober night's revelations
2. When I say I'll be ready by a certain time, I mean it.
3. You don't have to buy them drinks and shit to get approval
4. If I offer to buy you something, just say thank you and shut the fuck up
5. Have you not been paying for everything since the day we met?
6. Beer before liquor will get you sicker....
7. ...liquor before beer, you're in the clear
8. How many more times can I say it: NEVER MIX LIGHTS AND DARKS!
9. Why do guys [read:: boys] expect that you're gonna wait around for them to get their shit together?
10. I'm too young to be waiting around...
11. ...and too old to be playing games...
12. 3 dates apparently means we're gonna be together forever
13. What's wrong with enjoying right now?
14 . I thought that i would be the clingy one...
15. ...apparently not...
16. It's looking like I'm a heartbreaker all around...
17. ...and that's gonna make me single the rest of my life...
18. I never meant to be...
19. Being a Piscean Woman is starting to feel like a curse...
20. You said you weren't the jealous type...
21. ...but you sure showed your jealous ass tonight...
22. If they don't give me more work, I'm gonna go OFF on somebody!
23. I came home and you were laying on the couch...lights and TV on...but he wasn't here...WTF?!
24. I don't have time for spoiled nonsense
25. I'm craving new music like crazy
26. I can't wait til spring...
05 February 2009
all that I can sayyyy.....
....is sooooooo much....*ugh* I hate having so much to say but no way of telling it.
I'm trying to gather my thoughts and update all of you....I should be back in full effect by Friday. If not, feel free to blast me in your own personal ways....
*but not too hard cause my undying laziness makes you all love me so >>insert giggle here<<*
...but in the meantime follow me on *twitter*
I LOVE YALL!!!
peace*love*music
27 January 2009
26 January 2009
N*$%@s is testin' my patience...

...I'm feeling quite inspired, yet, I feel this entry will go unfinished....
my friend went 'missing' today...scary, to say the least...everyone was calling, texting...I was this *brings thumb and index finger really close* close to hiking up thru the fucking mountains to bust this girl's door down. she's fine. thank GOD
does anyone like to be in 2nd place?? I KNOW I don't like to be in 2nd place....so why does he think I do? It's really bothering me. Are you that fucking oblivious that you don't see it? How can he think things are the same way as they were before? MIA for days/weeks at a time...coming back and making up some bullshit excuses...it was okay at first. It was early...we weren't that serious...but...umm...it's been like 4 months...I think I deserve a lil more than some part-time thing...I'm not taking 2nd place to anything anymore...
I was running down my blog list today after work *my religious activity* and I'm noticing that most of my favorite blogs are being shut down. *cue one lone tear* it makes me so sad...I mean, blogs I check as many times a day as I can gone like that...poof. So I've been on the prowl...looking for new blogs to cyber stalk for the latest in music and the funniest of daily observations...
...gotta go...time for Noah's Arc...
peace*love*music
24 January 2009
a sober night's lesson
\\if you're a lightweight, do not listen to drunk alcoholics when they tell you the opposite of the afore mentioned lesson...even more tragedy comes of it
\\if you are drunk off your ass, never attempt a spin while dancing. You WILL go down, down, down if noone is there to catch you...thus causing many expensive drinks to be wasted.
\\always know where you're going and how to get there BEFORE leaving. Never follow a maniac driver who's been drinking
\\apparently that's not his boo...and he's tired of everyone referring to her as such.
\\...but the pics, convo, and aftermath DO paint a different picture...
\\...i'm just saying...
\\buying a drink AIN'T worth it if you only drink half, it provides some killer heartburn, and delivers no buzz.
\\when choosing between herpes and unwanted pregnancy, ALWAYS bet on the unwanted pregnancy.
\\when you're tipping, slipping, and sliding...believe your friends when they tell you 'you're drunk'.
\\if you're the only sober person in you're party, don't turn your back on anyone else for longer than 15mins...chaos ensues.
\\never EVER drink and dial...ever.
\\you should give him a chance. Doesn't matter what he does for a living...unless you tryna have his babies.
\\never holla at men around your friends...
\\...especially if they drunk...they know how to cause a scene
\\yes i held his hand...innocently
\\and, yes, he kissed me...ON THE CHEEK
\\don't keep saying/thinking you got it....when you obviously don't.
\\never bring your mother to the club
\\and don't let her dance with your man...gross.
\\ihop is SERIOUSLY slacking on their cheese grits game...2 weeks straight is completely ridiculous
\\it's very rude to leave a throwup bag sitting on a table for some else to clean up.
\\BEST LESSON: being sober makes for a much more interesting night
.....i would never trade my friends for the world....not even when they drunk....
peace*love*music
23 January 2009
then the clouds opened up and Obama said...
...ummm....sorry folks...yall not getting any of that. Now, now, I must say...I would have never wanted to be anywhere else than standing on that mall when Barack raised that right hand, took that oath, and gave one of the most moving speeches I've heard in a long time. But that was just the last hour we were out there....
That was the COLDEST LONGEST 10 hours of my life!! Everytime I think about that I wish I would have never gone out there. I'm still recovering from this cold! But it does allow for bragging rights...if only for a few minutes....
So anyway...
We got to DC around 4:30am. Everyone was kinda walking in different directions. We ended up seeing a line going down Independence Ave. **like WAAAY down** So natually, we cut in the front of the line...along with about 100 other people. Folks in the back didn't like that **HA** then, as folks in the back were starting to scream at us, people started rushing to the right...apparently someone busted open the fence that lead directly to the mall. Everyone started running for the front of the no ticket area. **so against the rules...but oh well** We all started running **then I stopped, I don't know who the fuck these slim ass mofos think I am, but a runner I am not** Once we made it to the front **and I met Lyn and EJ where they stopped** everyone just kinda stood there and stared at the brightly lit captial building....and stood there...and kept standing there. After a while I felt like a dumbass...we looked like a herd of cattle...just standing there staring straight ahead like cause we got out there before the sun came up GOD was going to come up from behind the Capitol Building and bless us. So I decided to sit down...oh folk didn't like that! They started wondering why we were sitting down in the middle of the crowd **ummm...in case you didn't notice we'll be out here for another 8 hours before Barack even shows his face...get comfortable** but we sat anyway. People kept standing....then gradually as hours started to pass and the temperature started to drop...people got smart and started to sit the fuck down. As the sun came up, EJ started shivering and, after downing 2 cans of Full Throttle, had to piss like nobody's business. Mind you, we're standing in the middle of a massive crowd of people and the portapotties were so far away. So, in an act of desperation, EJ pissed in many bottles...in front of me...I feel so violated...even today. Around 9, we just couldn't take it anymore. I was starting to numb from being so damn cold, EJ was still shivering, and Lyn was starting to realize that wind chill is a big factor in how cold it was going to be that day. We walked to the outside of the crowd **fuck it, I admit, we were bout to just leave** Surprisingly, the edge of the crowd was alot warmer than the middle...so we stayed. Warmed up a lil...aLOT closer to the portapotties **though they were DISGUSTING** It still seemed worth it. Then the wind started to pick up again and I froze. Lyn started acting irrational **somewhat from the weather...mostly from her crazy ass...lol** so she layed down under a blanket and fell asleep....she looked like a hobo **no, really. people started to wonder if she was okay...** Finally they started ushering all the flyy as fuck folk that didn't have to wait in the cold **celebrities...politicians...and the like** and folk started to get excited **I admit, I was too...especially when they showed Jay-Z in the huge fur hat** and then the moment arrived. Joe Biden took his oath **almost there** then my president got up and took his oath...I could barely see it, but hearing it was just as good. It made standing out there for hours, so cold I was numb, and catching a bad cold SOOOO worth it. It's so real.
Things on TV aren't always what they seem. This whole election, election night, announcing the winner...none of that seemed completely real. But to stand out there and to actually see him taking the oath and giving that speech turned my fantasy into reality. About 18 months ago, you would have never conviced me that a Black man was going win the presidency...like forreal...I would have told you to shut the fuck up...but now, I really believe it.
20 January 2009
Geauxbama for ya mama
I made it thru Inauguration...
I would sit here right now and give yall a complete rundown of everything I did...
But I've got a cold from all this shit.....and it's not too pleasant to be in this body right now....
I'll get back to yall soon
14 January 2009
all of this ain't gonna matter when I die and say goodbye...SO LONG!!
12 January 2009
But I will find him standing on my doorstep...
...i'm trying to get on a new flex schedule so can get every Friday off. I'ma be a zombie mofo most of the week...but I can just lay on the floor and stare out the window if i so please come Friday. I'm starting to learning to take full advantage of the benefits my job is claiming to offer. Maybe i'll go back and get a degree I don't really need and take the whole month of March off. That's what they pay me to come in for every day for...
08 January 2009
i'm right HERE...
I know I know...it's been awhile. I never realize just how many people read my blog, my bad. I really appreciate yall though::
11 December 2008
What the fuck....
I need to stop treating Thursdays like they are the last day of the week on weeks when they sure aren't. I mean, i managed to drag my ass out of bed early this morning **a SERIOUS feat for me** and if it weren't for traffic, I woulda been here before 8. But I had no urge to get dressed up **jeans and a sweater...and I thank ya** and I'm blasting my music and staring off into space thinking about the weekend...a day and a half away technically...damn reality bites...
Most of the people in this office will be starting their vacations next week...but you would never know it. I've heard people say they will be working from home and *gasp* even offering to come in and work in their off time! Have we not earned an f-ing vacation? Take a damn break! Relax! I'm sure the weapons of mass destruction will still be here in one piece when you come back....I'm sorry....but I just can't bring myself to work during vacation--even if they are paying me...I will be starting my vacation next Friday, and no, there is no way for you to find me. Send me an email and I'll check them when I return...
...i wonder what the chances are that the water in my office sink contains lead? I make tea with that water at least twice a day...and this building was made by GOD on the 6th day so Adam and Eve would have shelter *I swear...it's that old...* the water does smell funny when I turn on the sink, but doesn't taste out of the ordinary, but you never know. I'll probably go to the bathroom one day and my pee will be glowing green...
.....guess only time will tell...
09 December 2008
I'll be loving you until...
For like 3 months I was NOT anticipating his new album *OnMyRadio*...I had that one eyebrow raised look when I saw his first single...like, 'oh HELL no...Musiq, what the fcuk??' I felt like he sold out on what had made him successful to begin with....I hated him for my assumption.
But after a while, the single did grow on me **it's something I can bump when I'm driving..i *heart* bass! ** then when the second single dropped I was anticipating the album again...it was a typical Musiq track THANK GOODNESS.
So I've been listening to this album for a few days now **bless Europeans and their early release dates** and I'm pleasantly surprised. It had a few WTF tracks...but for the most part, it's typical Musiq. It reminds me of *Soulstar*: a few that was like 'huh??' but if you give it a few spins, you hear his style in it.
I can't be mad long....I've been a fan since the afrocentric, big fro days. People are allowed to change..and the music will always reflect that. Shit, when I started listening to Musiq, I wouldn't touch HipHop with a 10 foot pole....now it is the genre of more than 70% of my music collection. I changed...my music reflects such....but one thing never changes...
I *heart* MUSIC SOULCHILD!
***peace.love.music***
03 December 2008
Is it 6 o'clock yet?
Meanwhile, I'm back and forth all day! Talking with people, going to meetings, lab work, lunch, anything to keep from going stir crazy...and I still manage to EVERYDAY...
I wonder what people like that do all day? Ain't enough work in the world...



